Gifts of the Devine!!!
Around 10 am while the sun was still hiding behind the scattered clouds, loaded up with my coffee, my hopes and dreams I made my way down to the beach. I pottered around for over an hour before I noticed a wave of panic coming on. Of course I knew it was being generated by my over thinking of, what if today is one of those days, I walk and walk and walk and still can’t get away from my thoughts for a sliver of a second to notice the beauty and the unfathomable magic of all things that always surrounds us. You see for years by now, I have been dwelling in, on my inner chatter to figure out my hearts deepest desires along with my truest passions to be able to live a meaningful life. And don’t forget the underlying purpose all my doings is to create , “ a better version of myself” I suppose the version that was created, isn’t good enough. Basically all new age crap! I walked around for another hour without lifting my head up , mostly daydreaming and contemplating,( more like thinking of the same things over and over again without any real answers in sight) Finally “I think of Eckhart Tolle, and start taking deep intentional breath‘s. After a short while I feel my body letting go of all tension and relax. Just then I notice a spectacular creations of nature just steps away from me. Totally humbled and ashamed I stumbled over to get a closer look at the fairly large size reef covered with vivid light green algae standing there right in front of me in all of its glory begging to be explored. Now mind you I walked by this an hour or so ago without noticing it’s existence. Too busy searching instead of noticing. While exploring, a noticed countless fish swimming in the clear water, I think of how my beautiful granddaughter and how she would love being here right now. My eyes fills with moisture, I am surely missing her each and every day. She definitely is a wonderful co creations of the Devine, my son and my beautiful Dauther in-law. Rest of the way I forget about my self improvement and instead dwell in, magnificence of the countless creations of the the Devine including every one of us. Just as we are. The grand creation of the Devine